So what now? I'm ready to take the cowards way out... Give me a good reason not to?

dude trust me u dont want to do that. think of ur family bro, they'll miss u and u still have so much ahead of u n this is coming from a 13 year old who almost committed suicide. there were two things that saved me from killing myself.................. a call from my parents and a text from the girl i cared about the most. Trust me u dont want to do it life will get better. just believe that god will take care of it i may not know u but i'll pray for u